Having Doubts...Will this work for me?

I was self pay also and felt the same way! I am only six weeks out tomorrow but love it already. I know I will need to get some counseling to handle my addictive food thoughts, I didn't do that with the band and noticed this weekend while on a mini vacay the urge to stray where strong. So yes paying out of pocket and having to pay it back for 4 years still didn't fix the thoughts in my head, but there are solutions and yeah I didn't give in.

You can do this, I am a slow loser always have been and yes it will be a struggle but at least now I have a tool and a fighting chance. You will do whats right and what you are feeling is normal.