Surgery tomorrow.... Not sure feelings...
After what felt like the longest wait ever, I am having my surgery tomorrow.. I feel like I have everything in place, and yet I still feel that there is something missing. I'm scared, but not really sure of what. I've read lots of things, from many people who have had this same experience, and I know this is the best decision for me. But good god it feels like extremely drastic measures, less than 10 hours before surgery. Good time to decide something sounds crazy. I'm sure people who bungee jump and skydive have the same feelings. So, anyway. Surgery. Tomorrow. Wish me luck.
It kinda feels like wedding day jitters huh? Take a deep breath and know you are going in the right direction. yes it is drastic measures but it comes to a point in life where we want to feel healthy again, wear nice clothes, like the person staring back at us in the mirror. Good luck and God bless. Now, take that deep breath. Let it out. It's gonna be ok.
Totally normal and now that your on the losers bench all those fears have been put to rest. I was just sleeved yesterday and it feels good to be on the losers bench. Welcome!