Weight loss isn't a magic cure all
Gaming is a great way to meet people :D I think I've met all my best friends that way. If you've got a local store, it can be a good place to meet up.
(Except for the best friend I met through choir. Choir is a great way to meet people too!)
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
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And for the record, I don't think you should see a therapist because there's something that you need to change to get people to like you. I just find that having someone who "doesn't care about me" to vent my spleen onto is very useful and healthy! :D
(Clearly my therapist cares about me, but in a professional way, so it's different.)
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
For sure. I don't think people not wanting to be with me is because I am bad, its just because I'm not what they want in general or not what they want right now. While logically I understand it, it still hurts.
Having the objective sounding board is great. My therapist is wonderful -- I just wi**** was easier to schedule something!
I have been, but not frequently enough. My new job is so far away that we have been doing phone sessions. It is tough. I'm trying to get into see her tomorrow.
My mom keeps telling me to do the meetups. I don't have a ton of free time. I want to get competitive in triathalons, but need to wait until i'm recovered from plastics for that. Maybe I should find some gaming groups for now through recovery.
I'm sorry things didn't work out Stacy. The vast majority of dates and relationships don't. You'll find someone.
I know you are crazy busy, with a new job, your son, exercise, and figuring out this whole new life you've created for yourself. Is it possible you might not have time to really commit to a relationship right now? Even if you met an ideal partner, it might be difficult to make it work with everything you have going on.
I can tell you firsthand that the worst thing in the world is not being single. When it's right, it will all fall into place.
6'3" tall, male.
Highest weight was 475. RNY on 08/21/12. Current weight: 198.
M1 -24; M2 -21; M3 -19; M4 -21; M5 -13; M6 -21; M7 -10; M8 -16; M9 -10; M10 -8; M11 -6; M12 -5.
Hi Stacy,
Thanks for your honest comments. I can share your feelings in a lot of ways. We tend to think that weight loss is our biggest problem and if only we'd lose weight everything would be rosy. But, of course, life is never that simple. I like M. Scott Peck's book, "The Road Less Traveled." The first sentence - and I paraphrase - "Life is difficult. Once you realize that, it gets much easier." The point is that life is a series of challenges or struggles, and its not supposed to be easy. Its not supposed to be happily ever after. And when its painful - its painful - there's no way but thru it.
My special needs daughter is struggling now, and I hurt so much for her. I can't protect her from life. But its causing me so much sadness. But its the cost of loving and caring. There's no way but thru it.
Keep the faith, Stacey. You are such a source of kindness and inspiration here at OH. You've got lots of people who care about you, and you'll get thru this and there will be a time in your life when you will have all you deserve. And then there will be the struggles. (smile)
Carol
Surgery May 1, 2013. Starting Weight 385, Surgery Weight 333, Current Weight 160. At GOAL!
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Stacy, that special man will find you! I have been waiting for 5 years for him to come into my life and he is finally here! Be patient and when it time, you will met him. Many times we go looking for that special person and it turns out that he's not that special after all. I took me a minute to figure that out and just wait for what GOD had for me.
You are so right. Life remains the same- it is just easier to function in it. I have no love life advice other than it is rough. This is when you step back and give yourself a break. I met my husband on a blind date. I would right now do what pleases you and enjoy your activities. When you feel ready, jump in the dating pool again.
Nancy