Almost4 yrs out, remember me?

Dont ever start! I think the diet coke made me fat in the first place!

Hey Bikerchickk! I don't know if you remember me but I am just now logging in after a long absence too. I've gained almost 40 lbs too and have found it too depressing to come back here. I feel like I am still looking for that elusive miracle to lose weight. It is so much easier to eat more now which makes it harder to lose even with a sleeve. I am considering going for a DS but hoping I can just get back on track and lose it with the sleeve. I am also a grazer and have come to realize that the sleeve may not be good for people like me who constantly feel the need to snack. I'm sure I'll take flack for that but just being real folks! Anyway, good to see "old friends" here even though we're both struggling. I have a feeling there are a lot more of us out there in the same boat but they don't want to face the reality so they avoid coming back.

I do remember you. I think it would be irresponsible of me not to post my trials and failures here. I posted my triumphs and success's here. I am going to knuckle down, go on a 48 hr liquid cleanse to get rid of the evil influence of carbs and then get to work and lose this weight. I cannot afford to have more surgery. Neither financially or physically. I have a tool, I am damn well going to get it out, dust it off and start using it!