The upside of being down
I've kind of gone MIA recently. Sorry my friends. I'm not quite sure what my problem is but I'm really tired and have way too much stress on my plate. Coping with it - not so much. Oh wait, I've been eating a lot..hmmm.
But even though I've gotten good at avoiding the scale, and slacked off on my running, the only good part is that I haven't had the time or energy to pick out all my little flaws and for the last week, I've mentally adjusted to thinking of myself as a skinny person! I woke up this morning and was like damn, I'm actually skinny!
The only thing that has kept me from jumping off a cliff is costume shopping this weekend!!! And I promise to post pics, loose jiggly excess skin and all :). Angi and I are going to take over the costume shops :)
But even though I've gotten good at avoiding the scale, and slacked off on my running, the only good part is that I haven't had the time or energy to pick out all my little flaws and for the last week, I've mentally adjusted to thinking of myself as a skinny person! I woke up this morning and was like damn, I'm actually skinny!
The only thing that has kept me from jumping off a cliff is costume shopping this weekend!!! And I promise to post pics, loose jiggly excess skin and all :). Angi and I are going to take over the costume shops :)
www.sexyskinnybitch.wordpress.com - my journey to sexy skinny bitch status
11/16/12 - Got my Body by Sauceda - arms, Bl/BA, LBL, thigh lift.
HW 420/ SW 335 /CW 200 85 lbs lost pre-op / 135 post op
~~~~Alison~~~~~
Halloween!!!
Im counting down the days to get the hell out f town and hang out with awesome hot skinny *****es!!!
Im counting down the days to get the hell out f town and hang out with awesome hot skinny *****es!!!
www.sexyskinnybitch.wordpress.com - my journey to sexy skinny bitch status
11/16/12 - Got my Body by Sauceda - arms, Bl/BA, LBL, thigh lift.
HW 420/ SW 335 /CW 200 85 lbs lost pre-op / 135 post op
~~~~Alison~~~~~
VSG on 08/16/12
I'm happy to hear that you are beginning to see yourself as a skinny person. I'm not there yet, but I hear that is one of the harder things about this journey. Others see it before you do. You do look amazing, and I know it will be easier for you to see it once all that skin is cut off of you. Right now, it just hangs around reminding you of your former self, but soon, the new Alison will emerge.
As for the stress, hang in there, vacation is around the corner. Wish I could go to Atlanta too. You are just going to have to have enough fun for all of us SoCal people who can't go.
As for the stress, hang in there, vacation is around the corner. Wish I could go to Atlanta too. You are just going to have to have enough fun for all of us SoCal people who can't go.
Hi Sweets!
Just wanted to send some love your way . I been kinda MIA too! Having a heck of a time adjusting to my Mom's illness and passing. We ate together is all I will say. Initially I just could not eat and the weight dropped off then all I could do was eat. I am trying to find a balance, trying to find my place. There have been alot of changes. I'm reading lots of postitive stuff and trying to keep my head up while forcing myself every single day to move forward even when I don't feel like it.
You amaze me, inspire me even when you are down. Look where you've come from!!!
Have a fantastical time costume shopping. How fun
(((SQUEEZE))),
Leila
Just wanted to send some love your way . I been kinda MIA too! Having a heck of a time adjusting to my Mom's illness and passing. We ate together is all I will say. Initially I just could not eat and the weight dropped off then all I could do was eat. I am trying to find a balance, trying to find my place. There have been alot of changes. I'm reading lots of postitive stuff and trying to keep my head up while forcing myself every single day to move forward even when I don't feel like it.
You amaze me, inspire me even when you are down. Look where you've come from!!!
Have a fantastical time costume shopping. How fun
(((SQUEEZE))),
Leila