I'm totally out of control!!!
I was in a really bad mood today - irritated that I feel like crap and regretting this surgery.
But then, this afternoon, I started flirting with one of the sheriff's deputies at the court house where I work. WHAT WAS I THINKING? He's really nice and cute.
Nothing wrong with that, but then there's this other guy....he hangs out around my work and I met him last week at a group lunch thing, and I was soo intimadated by him because he's super hot and funny that I didn't talk at all during lunch. But after i got done flirting with the cop today, I went and sat down next to him and started talking to him and we talked for a quite a bit, and had a great conversation.
This is soo not me. I guess this means im feeling better about myself since I had the confidence to do this. Now, how to get a date with a hot guy....that's my next mission :)
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~~~~Alison~~~~~
One of my crap jobs was phone sales. They taught us to collect No responses, that every No brought you closer to your Yes. So hey, collect those Nos!
Personally I'd go for the cop first ... love the handcuffs!
Open yourself to possibility and possibility will present itself.
I hope your past it now and if not...real soon.
I loved reading about your flirting and how your confidence has spiked.
Good for you taking to the cop and the other guy. Thumbs Up GF!
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"Keeping The Faith!" "Slim by Summer!"
HW: 250 - SW: 241 - CW: 154.7- GW: 140
1 month: 22 pounds (216) 2 months: 12.2 pounds (203.8) 3 months: 10.6 (193.2)
4 months: 9.7 lbs (183.5) 5 Months: 6 pounds (177.5 ) 6 Months: 12 lbs ( 165.5)
7 Months 7.1 lbs (158.4) 8 Months +1.6 pounds(159.8) 9 Months 2.7 pounds (157.1)
10 Months 8.1 lbs (149) 11 months +2 pounds ( 151) 1 YEAR!!! 2.6 pounds (148.4)
Hit "One-derland April 9th, 2011 (199.7)
"Half-Way Goal" April 25th, 2011 (194.8)
"Happyland 80`s" May 14, 2011 (189.6)
"Groovyland 70`s" June 20th 2011 (179.9)
" HippyDippyland 60's" July 16th (169.8)
" CQQL-land 50`s" August 25th ( 159.8)
"Normal BMI" 24.8 October 21st, 2011 (154.5) I am 5`6
"AWESOME-land 40's" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
"Century Club 100 Pounds" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
' ONE YEAR SURGIVERSARY!!!"
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