Follow up Part B.. This ***** is cancer free!
I called the OB in hopes they'd have the results. She says "Oh, Leah didn't give you the results Wednesday?" "Uh NO" I say. She says "Its benign." I am over the moon. I did not want to spend the weekend stressed over this.
Tomorrow is my 6th Anniversary, and even though were not it a great place the day is not one I want to spend flipping it out. I planned my wedding carefully. I was so sad that my Papa wasn't there. He was the first person to ever really "get" me and he died when I was 4. I got married on his birthday as a way to feel like he was there with me. Its always a reminder that he's closer than I think…. and has always been. I can now enjoy tomorrow and not worry. And as with all great marriages… I am celebrating by going shopping with a girlfriend?!?!?! Don't ask I don't get it either but Im not passing up a "spend whatever you want at Nordstroms offer" even if its a way to get out of spending time with me or putting thought into a gift.
Now Im thinking of you Doc and your Xray and having more faith that sometimes **** isn't so horrible after all… who knew?
Tomorrow is my 6th Anniversary, and even though were not it a great place the day is not one I want to spend flipping it out. I planned my wedding carefully. I was so sad that my Papa wasn't there. He was the first person to ever really "get" me and he died when I was 4. I got married on his birthday as a way to feel like he was there with me. Its always a reminder that he's closer than I think…. and has always been. I can now enjoy tomorrow and not worry. And as with all great marriages… I am celebrating by going shopping with a girlfriend?!?!?! Don't ask I don't get it either but Im not passing up a "spend whatever you want at Nordstroms offer" even if its a way to get out of spending time with me or putting thought into a gift.
Now Im thinking of you Doc and your Xray and having more faith that sometimes **** isn't so horrible after all… who knew?
Yay! That's a message I have been waiting to hear!!
I am still loving life with my sleeve! Been maintaining at or below goal for over 4 years!
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within." - Ramona L. Anderson