Dying over here!!!
Why don't you take a pen & piece of paper and start making a list of all the reasons you are having this surgery? Then make a list of the things you want to do once you lose the excess weight and are truly able to live? Maybe the time spent in thought & reflection will help solidify your resolve. All the best to you.
Current weight: 170 lbs.
Once I reach goal, this cow will be killed & eaten... 2 ounces at a time.
Total includes 56 lbs. lost on 2-month low carb pre-op diet. Start date 9/13/10.
I was on a liquid diet for 6 weeks. I can think of a lot of things to describe it, but fun wasn't one of them. However, I survived.
On the plus side - I started at 319. By surgery I weighed 284, down 35 lbs! That's 35 lbs less that I have to lose now.
I drank lots of protein shakes because they filled me up. I probably drank 5 a day pre-op. Space them out every 3 hours and halfway in between have a sugar free popsicle or sugar free jello or something.
You can do this!
Highest weight: 335 lbs, BMI 50.9
Pre-op weight: 319 lbs, BMI 48.5
Current range: 140-144, BMI 21.3 - 22
175+ lbs lost, maintaining since February 2012