A self realization
I have realized that in me going through this process I will be able to come "out of my shell" so to speak. I wont be able to use my weight as a wall to protect me and keep people at bay. I am actually looking forward to being able to not use my self induced barrier to keep me from doing things I love, and being able to share good times with people I care about out and about!
I actually can not wait to shed this wall I have put up around me and get out there and start living!!!
I actually can not wait to shed this wall I have put up around me and get out there and start living!!!