I can not believe this .. is happening to me

I posted Friday that I was approved for my TT and Hernia Repair . I called int to get my percert # and guess what .. The girl at BC and BS says . She is very sorry .. she read it wrong and I was denied . I just give up .. she said I could appeal .. what for .. I wont be around on the boards for a while . Thank you to all that sent me well wishes .. I guess I know what it feels like to win the lottery . Natalie

Hi Natalie, I am so sorry about the curve ball you have been thrown. Please don't give up. The squeaky wheel gets oiled. If it doesn't squeak, it will never be oiled. You are not a quitter! You have more courage and guts and energy than a lot of others! You go for it, Girlie! Karen

Damn sorry hun.....hang in there and remember were here for ya all you have to do is yell..........................xo

Natalie I am so sorry that you are having to go through this. I also understand the frustration of fighting so much and just getting exhausted and not having the energy to fight. Maybe it is time to take a little break and get the energy up full force so that you can give it your all. You have to decided what is best for you. However when I think of you, I am reminded of the amazing woman who fought to get healthy and have a life for herself, her children, and grandchildren. The woman who is on this board everyday giving encouragement to others so that they can continue their fight. The woman who goes out of her way, exhausting herself with the time & effort to give us love, support, information, and so much more. We are here to support you through this and help you find the strength to fight. I know you can do it and we are here whenever you are ready. Courtney

Ok this is the nice version of the strongly worded email I sent ya a few emotional moments ago. I'm now going to type in caps cause I am yelling. YOU WILL NOT GIVE UP AS YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED. IF I/WE CAN'T THEN YOU CAN'T EITHER. Ok I feel better. We've talked and I know you are upset but hit this head on. Get with Hutcher's office(I know you have), appeal and bite them in the butt. Don't get mad GET APPEALING AND APPROVED. Kat

Oh, Nat... I'm so very, very sorry. Hugs to you, Kathy

Natalie,IF YOU DO NOT GET UP AND GET ON THAT PHONE AND GET THE APPEAL GOING I WILL BE SO MAD. That was me yelling at you please do not give up and be a quitter like me. You know what I am talking about. This is not the Pixie that I know and love. You are always telling us to stand behand what we say so lets get on the road chick. This is your 2nd mom speaking to you. I am doing it this way so will have no choice but to answer this reply. MOM

Natalie, I am so sorry to hear this. I really hope you change your mind and decide to appeal. Maybe not now, maybe sometime down the road. If you do, I'm behind you 110% and will help you any way that I can. Julie

Ok, Momma Clucker....YOU WILL NOT GIVE UP. THAT IS NOT THE TINK I KNOW AND LOVE. YOU ARE SUCH A FIGHTER..DON'T LET THIS GET YOU. You deserve this and you know it...don't let this bring you down, please???? You wouldn't let any of us give up and you know it. It is ok to feel defeated for awhile but I want you to get back out there and fight for your rights. If you want to talk, please call me. I am here for you, Sweetie. This is just a stumbling block to get over and you will get over it. I love you. Hugs, Betsy

Sometimes INS co's really bite! If I were you I would get on that appeal ASAP! Why waste time? Do it while you are angry and have the energy to really let them have it. Send them pictures of your panni and whatnot and tell them how it is to have to tuck skin into your pants or have rashes underneath it! GRR! LET 'UM HAVE IT! RAAAAAAAAH GRAH! Hugs! Shele