My Life = Old Eating Habits. Eek.
All I can say is," **** !!!!!!!!!!"....Thats enough to drive a person to drink..skip the chips and peanut butter. You poor kid. I am glad you are in one piece after all of that !!!! I don't know if I would ever get back in a car..wow !!!
Tomorrow is a new day. You have already identified what you feel you are doing wrong...You will set yourself back on path.
Glad you are doing okay !!
Dana