Kinda worried right now

I just got back from seeing my Oncologist and Gyn at Massey Cancer Center Stony Point. Seems my cancer might have come back but unsure right now. Had blood work done and Pap test and hopefully I will get results saying Negative. I was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer in 2004 and have had treatments until 2007 when I became "cancer-free". Recently I have had same symptoms that discovered the cancer to begin with so I'm scared. I'm not scared of the cancer its self I made peace with it years ago. I'm scared I wont be able to finish my "to do" list cause of treatments.  Here is my list:
1. Conquer my fear of heights:
             Ride every ride at Kings Dominion  including DropZone and Sky-Flyer
             Bungee jump off a bridge

2. Face my vertigo head on and deal with it
             Take a cruise 7days or more  (only cruise I been on was dinner cruise)
              Go snowboarding

3. Take a road trip across the whole United States

Might look like a short list but will take awhile to accomplish.

Prayers coming for you...and will not stop.  Please let me know if I can do anything for you!  Huge hugs!

Melanie - I hope your tests turn up negative.  I love your to do list!  i plan on going to busch gardens this spring and do some roller coaster riding myself!  pleae know we are here for you, and i will keep you close in prayer.  lys

I don't blame you for being scared. I will be praying for you. Please let us know whats going on as soon as you know.

Oh Melanie, I'm sorry. I'm sending up tons of prayers for you! I hope it all comes back negative!

Prayers are headed your way from me.....You will be fine.I also wish you great success with your list ....#1
on it is OUT for me .I don't like to stand on the edge of a deck. no heights for me I fall waaaayyyyyy to fast and hard!LOL
GOD BLESS,
TED
PLEASE keep me posted on your results I will be praying for you !!!!

Thank you everyone. Like I said Im ok with cancer I had to come to terms with it years ago I just want to enjoy life as a smaller person and do things I never would have done before. I will update as soon as I get results

Prayers coming your way!

Oh Melanie, many prayers coming your way.  Please do update us.  Let's start working on that list!!  I get seaon tickets every year to take the kids.  I couldn't get on rides for years because of my weight.  I got on a rollercoaster this past summer!  I will help you with #1!!  Lets make a girls'd day, and go ride some rides!  I have always wanted to get on the Sky-Flyer.

Hi CB,
   Prayers coming to you. Your To Do List is super. Hope that you can fini****
Cindy