Needing some support...again...ugh
Well, I have officially been off of the TPN for 3 days...yes, three days. I woke up this am fine. Had a cuppa coffee, went to a movie...Four Christmases (HYSTERICAL) but, I digress... Came out of the movie HUNGRY...this is where it all goes south. I went to Chipotle...okay not the best choice for the girl who gets ulcers every 5 seconds...but, again...HUNGRY. I got a steak bowl...I ate a bite of steak and horrible stabbing, burning, gnawing pain ensued. So, I went around the steak and ate the veggies and beans. Pain has continued...I called Dr. Mo...he said to come in.
I want to, I need to ...but, I have a huge problem...my grandfather is dying in hospice care right now.
I am a nurse and so, I get to give the insulin shots, take the blood pressure, sugars, etc. I have to help dress/bathe/do all the dirty work. I don't mind a single bit. In fact, I am thrilled that I can be part of this process...because I know HE feels safer and is happier having me there. If I go to the hospital, I will be there no less than four days.
I also have four children in my care and my husband, who is a police officer, is working his weekend and is on shift until Monday morning at roughly 2am. I know that it would be better to be in the hospital...but, I cannot bring myself to go.
So, I would love it if y'all would pray for the pain to start to die down...for me to get through the weekend and go on Monday. I know I won't get a scope until then and so, I would essentially be there doped up for 2 days and that doesn't sound fun to me.
I'm sooooo tired of this routine. I want SOME sort of normal back.
I want to, I need to ...but, I have a huge problem...my grandfather is dying in hospice care right now.
I am a nurse and so, I get to give the insulin shots, take the blood pressure, sugars, etc. I have to help dress/bathe/do all the dirty work. I don't mind a single bit. In fact, I am thrilled that I can be part of this process...because I know HE feels safer and is happier having me there. If I go to the hospital, I will be there no less than four days.
I also have four children in my care and my husband, who is a police officer, is working his weekend and is on shift until Monday morning at roughly 2am. I know that it would be better to be in the hospital...but, I cannot bring myself to go.
So, I would love it if y'all would pray for the pain to start to die down...for me to get through the weekend and go on Monday. I know I won't get a scope until then and so, I would essentially be there doped up for 2 days and that doesn't sound fun to me.
I'm sooooo tired of this routine. I want SOME sort of normal back.
Lisa W.
RNY 8/21/07
Starting weight 348
Current weight 188
Super Momma to:
Aidan 2/14/02 and
Aimee 2/06/04
First Post-op baby due 9/10!
RNY 8/21/07
Starting weight 348
Current weight 188
Super Momma to:
Aidan 2/14/02 and
Aimee 2/06/04
First Post-op baby due 9/10!
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