Update and new pics
Just FYI, I posted some pictures of my PICC line and TPN, etc. It's not pretty!
The TPN at home IV is going fine. I hook myself up nightly for a 14 hour infusion. I unhook in the am and go about my business. It's not a whole heck of a lot of fun but, it IS keeping me alive! I have been able to tolerate some soup and jell-o. Mostly I've been drinking hot tea and protein drinks.
Somehow, I've gained nearly 10 pounds. I'm going to assume it's because this TPN has more calories in it than what I'm used to getting. I'm not thrilled about it...but, again, ALIVE is the key!
I am praying for all of those needing praying and thinking of those who need thinking of...I'm hoping you all are doing the same for me! I'm feeling overwhelmed and more depressed than I've ever felt. My medication seems to help somewhat but, I still really just want to stay in bed and sleep. Some is related to the lack of energy from food, etc...but, mostly, I'm just down. It's hard to realize that something that I did ON PURPOSE to better my life, has made it so much worse and has taken away so much time.
The funny thing is...I would STILL do it. Even if I knew what I was going to have to deal with...I would still do it. I am 160 pounds lighter than I was and I still feel better on my worst day now than I did on my best day at 350 pounds.
Keep the prayers coming folks...I need 'em, I feel 'em and they get me through!
The TPN at home IV is going fine. I hook myself up nightly for a 14 hour infusion. I unhook in the am and go about my business. It's not a whole heck of a lot of fun but, it IS keeping me alive! I have been able to tolerate some soup and jell-o. Mostly I've been drinking hot tea and protein drinks.
Somehow, I've gained nearly 10 pounds. I'm going to assume it's because this TPN has more calories in it than what I'm used to getting. I'm not thrilled about it...but, again, ALIVE is the key!
I am praying for all of those needing praying and thinking of those who need thinking of...I'm hoping you all are doing the same for me! I'm feeling overwhelmed and more depressed than I've ever felt. My medication seems to help somewhat but, I still really just want to stay in bed and sleep. Some is related to the lack of energy from food, etc...but, mostly, I'm just down. It's hard to realize that something that I did ON PURPOSE to better my life, has made it so much worse and has taken away so much time.
The funny thing is...I would STILL do it. Even if I knew what I was going to have to deal with...I would still do it. I am 160 pounds lighter than I was and I still feel better on my worst day now than I did on my best day at 350 pounds.
Keep the prayers coming folks...I need 'em, I feel 'em and they get me through!
Lisa W.
RNY 8/21/07
Starting weight 348
Current weight 188
Super Momma to:
Aidan 2/14/02 and
Aimee 2/06/04
First Post-op baby due 9/10!
RNY 8/21/07
Starting weight 348
Current weight 188
Super Momma to:
Aidan 2/14/02 and
Aimee 2/06/04
First Post-op baby due 9/10!
Hi Lisa,
Good to hear from you! I know things have you down right now and its not been an easy journey for you but I'm so glad to hear you say you'd do it again! Your perserverance is a real inspiration. Yes, I'm still praying for you and know that the Lord is working in our lives. CONGRATS on 160 lb GONE! That is a blessing in itself! Please keep us posted and know that we are here thinking of you and ready to listen! Sending prayers and cyber hugs your way doll!
Good to hear from you! I know things have you down right now and its not been an easy journey for you but I'm so glad to hear you say you'd do it again! Your perserverance is a real inspiration. Yes, I'm still praying for you and know that the Lord is working in our lives. CONGRATS on 160 lb GONE! That is a blessing in itself! Please keep us posted and know that we are here thinking of you and ready to listen! Sending prayers and cyber hugs your way doll!
Kitty Kat - Lap RNY 29th Jan 03 
Blessed Momma to ♥ Kayla & Nora ♥
Sober since 25th Aug 07 www.the-butterfly-chronicles.blogspot.com
Thankful for the easy, grateful for the hard & hopeful for tomorrow.
Lisa,
Glad to see you posting! You are remaing in my prayers and will stay there for as long as is needed. I think of you often! Please know that I am here if you need me. I may live a bit away but I will always be here by phone, e mail, PM or could meet you if you needed and I was off from work. You are strong and WILL get thru this. BIG HUGS!
Glad to see you posting! You are remaing in my prayers and will stay there for as long as is needed. I think of you often! Please know that I am here if you need me. I may live a bit away but I will always be here by phone, e mail, PM or could meet you if you needed and I was off from work. You are strong and WILL get thru this. BIG HUGS!
Tammy C
down 260+ pounds and loving life more than ever!!!
proud mom to Kara 12-08-1994 and our newest addition Claire Makenna born 03-26-09 weighing 6 lbs 13 ounces and 19.25 inches long and very healthy. happily dating...i honestly never knew it could be this good! there is that special Guy for everyone out there...either you already have him or you will find him when He is ready for it!
open RNY 04-25-2005
Life could not get any better than this!
Lisa good to see you posting and prayers coming your way kiddo hang in there and real glad you would do it again. Life isnt really fair at times but those of us who fight alwyas come out the winners. Be strong we are here for you!!!!
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Hi, Lisa:
It sounds like you are getting some great care, and things are under control. So glad to hear that! Hang in there, as you said, ALIVE is the key. You are in my thoughts and prayers for a quick resolution to the problems and a very speedy recovery!
It sounds like you are getting some great care, and things are under control. So glad to hear that! Hang in there, as you said, ALIVE is the key. You are in my thoughts and prayers for a quick resolution to the problems and a very speedy recovery!
Cindy 
5'9" 347/200/186/180
5'9" 347/200/186/180
....Helen Keller
Lisa you have the uncanny knack of turning up here everytime I start thinking about you & wondering how you are. 160 lbs gone...wow. That's impressive. Sucks that you've had to endure as much as you have but I'm so proud of your courage in spite of all the difficulties. You are in my thoughts & prayers!
Hugs!
Ann
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