still having wow moments....
Even once you get to the point of not really losing more weight, as I have, that doesn't mean that you can't still have "wow" moments...
It never ceases to amaze me how WLS insinuates itself into EVERY aspect of my life. A year ago, I started taking an accounting class through the local adult ed. program. Some times, I barely had the energy to make it to class, but I did, and finished up last night having done well.
PRE-WLS, I would not have had the energy. Not only would I have not signed up for any classes, but had I signed up, I most likely would have run out of steam and not followed through.
During the course of this class, I was told that I should not be making less than a certain dollar amount, even with no prior knowledge, just for having taken the class.
Yesterday, I had my annual review at work. I was told what my raise was going to be, and it was not as much as the dollar amount that the instructor had given me. (I already work in an accounting field) I ALMOST accepted the lower amount, but a voice inside my head told me that I should speak up. And I DID. Somehow, I managed to get it so that I now make more for working less hours.
PRE-WLS, that voice would have existed, been disappointed with the lower amount, and would just have taken it, because most of the time I didn't feel worth any more than was offered.
I sent my sister Cappymoon a text message last night, thanking her for her part in freeing me from my prison of super morbid obesity. I am truly indebted to her and to everyone else who made this dream into a reality. In my mind, the progression is linear -- losing the weight caused me to have the confidence to go back to school, and the confidence to ask for what I deserved. I'm sure that it will continue to give me confidence in more areas.
Congrats Julie on all you have accomplished!!!! I know I see things differently now and I hope that once I get the rest off Ill see even more! I would have never went back to school myself at the larger me. Keep up the great work Proud of you!
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School is good I passed my first term heading into the 2nd term next week was on break this past week. Thanks for asking.
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Believing in yourself makes it so much easier in supporting those who need your friendship, love, and support,so Believe in yourself First.
Charlottesville, Virginia VA FFP's Meet's every 4th Sat.