3 more days

I can't believe that in 3 days I will be on the losing side. I have started doubting myself. Well, my decsion. I know I need this to be healthy and live longer....but, I don't know if I will know how to act at a normal size. I have been the big girl for so long. One of my friends daughter said that she likes Miss Corinn the way she is. Has anyone felt they won't know how to act once they lose weight? I feel this is such a weird thing to think. I hate being in this body, but can I live without it? Dumb, I know. Dec 19th here I come.

It is okay to have doubts - it is a big operation. Speaking as someone who has been between 250lbs and 300lb all her life - and to date is at 164lbs - I love every single lb I lose and love being able to wear clothes I can buy from almost any shop..... You can live without the breathlessness when you climb stairs, the wondering when you go in a restaurant if you will be forced to squeeze into a very small booth, the tight seat belts in aeroplanes etc etc You can do this - we are all right behind you!!! Good luck for Tuesday!! Jackie

You will rejoice every day and say your prayers of thanksgiving for your wonderful surgery and new body. You will wonder how you lived FAT for so long. I catch glimpses of myself in windows and revel in the me I see. I marvel at the size 6 and 8 slacks that I pull on AND BUTTON comfortably. Hiking 3 miles straight uphill brings tears of joy to my eyes. You'll be able to flat out run with those youngin's. Hip Hip Hooray!! Lois

I've been thinking about ya girl!!! I know you date is almost here!! I too can't wait to be on the losing side myself!!!! Good luck to you!!!