Yeehaw! I'm perfect...

Congrats, Robin! I know that fear before you actually go to the consultation and the relief that comes from it once its over. It gets even better when your insurance approves you. Then its like, OH MY GOSH! Its really happening. As long as you keep up that fantastic attitude, you'll come through this perfectly. We all have our ups and downs, but I think you're prepared and you want it, that's all that matters. I'll be praying for you and keep us updated. I'll definitely come see you in the hospital if you're up for visitors! Amber

Thanks so much, Amber! I appreciate your kind words and support. I am sure I would love to have visitors once I get to that stage. I would love to meet you even before then. I love this messageboard. (gosh - I am really lovin' everything right now, aren't I? ) I feel so much compassion and acceptance here. So many people in my life respond negatively when I tell them I am doing this - like isn't that dangerous? or you don't need that because you are not that big. I want to say so many things to people that say those things to me, but I bite my tongue instead . It wouldn't do any good in most cases to even respond. It's nice be able to speak to other like minded people that are experiencing the same prejudices, fears, and hopes as me. I am so excited about this surgery. Sometimes I catch myself grinning from ear to ear when I think about the morning of the operation and the expected long term outcome. I know I will go through some tough times, but I am strong and the desire to use the tool to the best of my ability to reach my ultimate goal of great health and being able to exercise and play all the sports that Iu sed to enjoy so much. Have a terrific day - you just made my day! Hugs, Robin