Sat TMB Express
ALL ABOARD!!
Fur child missed the memo again about sleeping in on Saturday morning! It's okay though, got some "domestic duties" I need to tend to before I am off to Tyler for the weekend. 
Needing to do some clothes shopping while I'm there. I may not be too keen on shopping but it will be AIR CONDITIONED! 
Never, and I mean NEVER, trust a fart!! 
Laura
Laura in Texas
53 years old; 5'7" tall; HW: 339 (BMI=53); GW: 140 CW: 170 (BMI=27)
RNY: 09-17-08 Dr. Garth Davis
brachioplasty: 12-18-09 Dr. Wainwright; lbl/bl: 06-28-11 Dr. LoMonaco
"May your choices reflect your hopes and not your fears."
Bad day yesterday so we are going to try again today! Had a complete meltdown. Boss talked to me for about 45 minutes they knew something was up and were worried about me cause I wasnt acting like myself. I sat and cried and let it all out of the bag. New meds, legs cramps day and night, vomiting and diarrheafor the last 5 days, scared about my surgery, scared of being away from Ken, change of meds, short term memory loss, paranoia, getting places and having no idea of how I got there, anxiety about letting my boss and coworkers down, facing building my business back up yet again, and worried about my grandgirl!! That is just way over my maxium load!! Talked a lot to Ken last night about how to cope!We will get through this, just 4 more days of work, I think I can I think I can I think I can! Now lets go and try and get through them 1 day at a time!
meggie
So sorry to hear about all these things happening all at ONE time...two of those things that you are going through would be enough to be put me on the 'edge', but all of those things would drive me insane. I pray that you make it through this next week, and things look so much brighter soon, very soon. When do you leave for Cleveland, and what day is your surgery?? Take care of yourself!!!
Laura
Laura in Texas
53 years old; 5'7" tall; HW: 339 (BMI=53); GW: 140 CW: 170 (BMI=27)
RNY: 09-17-08 Dr. Garth Davis
brachioplasty: 12-18-09 Dr. Wainwright; lbl/bl: 06-28-11 Dr. LoMonaco
"May your choices reflect your hopes and not your fears."
Hugs and blessings ``~ Vivian
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE; COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS THAT I CAN; AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE !!!! THIS IS MY DAILY PRAYER.
Vivian Prouty Obesity Help Support Group Coach "LOSE IT 4 LIFE"
Laura
Laura in Texas
53 years old; 5'7" tall; HW: 339 (BMI=53); GW: 140 CW: 170 (BMI=27)
RNY: 09-17-08 Dr. Garth Davis
brachioplasty: 12-18-09 Dr. Wainwright; lbl/bl: 06-28-11 Dr. LoMonaco
"May your choices reflect your hopes and not your fears."
