Diabeties

I went in today to have the Glucose test, because my blood sugar was high. After the nurse drew my blood, I was informed that it was over 150, I can't have the glucose test. I have become a diabetic. I was given my monitoring supplies. My eyes are so blurred that I can't even see to read the directions. This is all new to me. I don't know yet what the dr. is going to do yet. He was supposed to call me back this afternoon, but hasn't. I am feeling a little bewildered at the moment. I know I hate my eyes being blurry constantly. I hate the thought of more medicine. I hate this torn upside down feeling inside of me. I constantly feel sick to my stomach and even when I lay down, my legs won't quit jerking. Why now, when I am getting everything needed to make my holiday baking. Mom and I have always been low sugar, about 5 years ago, her's reversed and now she's a diabetic. Mine just reversed within the last 6 weeks. I feel lost when it comes to eating now. Thanks for listening, Kathy

kathy i wish u the best with this i am a diabetic myself it is bad hope u get straight out hugs kristie