11 Hours and counting!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so scared am I doing the right thing?
My mother called me today crying
and telling me it was not to late to back out.I do not want to back out yes I am scared but is that not natural?
If I were going to back out it would have been before I drank the Fleet soda
if ya know what I mean.Well this time tommorrow I will be in alot of pain and asking myself what I have done but I will be on the losing side
and in the end that will be better. Sorry for rambling just nerves. I will update you when I get home from hospital.
Tammy
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Hi Tammy, at least one of us is still up. This is for you. Dear Lord, I am placing Tammy into your hands. Please be with her during this surgery. Lord, guide the surgeon's hands, may they be steady, that she'll have an uncomplicated surgery and a speedy pain free recovery. Lord I ask this in you precious name. AMEN.
God's with you sweetie. With love and hugs. Kathy