Good Afternoon...

Hi ya'll... How's everyone been? I'm sorry I haven't been around much. I just find my self straying away from this site for some reason. I love the people I've met here, I adore there support and posts but.... I dunno, I ran across a few profiles with people that are FAR less weight then me even before their surgery. Of course, under there photo they went on and on about how awful they looked and etc. It makes me wonder what they think of me, seeing I'm far more over weight then them - almost double and then some. Anyways, just my ramblings.... What's everyone doing this weekend? The weather is so beautiful! I hope it stays this way for awhile.... I think I'll have my nephew this weekend but I'm not sure yet - Other then that I'm trying to get my websites up and running, now that the hosting crap is taken care of! I actually did buy the domain name - http://www.DiminishingDivas.com ! I'm excited about getting it up, the message board will be there soon when my friend Doug has time to install. Anyhow, Hope all the new Post-Op's are doing well! Please keep us updated on your journey! -Katie

Hey Katie, My manager gave us the afternoon off so it's a great afternoon. I start my preop diet on the 26th which means no hotdogs or hamburgers for me on Labor Day, but it's all good! The payoff will be worth it. I'm even weaning myself off Diet Coke. I only had one yesterday and haven't had any today. Just drinking water...and actually liking it! Regarding the first part of your post...don't let that keep you from coming around. Sweetie, you are so supportive and helpful and I love reading your messages. I weigh less than you and the first thing I thought when I saw your photo was "What a great smile!" I've thought the same think in reverse about me...especially with my insurance issue. Here are people who have had more issues with their insurance or more weight to lose than I do and I complain. But you know what? We're all here for the same reason...to get help and support regarding WLS. You're a part of that just like I am just like everyone else is. There was a song by Guns 'n Roses called "Coma". The last lines are: When you reach the point of breaking Know it's gonna take some time To heal the broken memories That another man would need Just to survive It's all different to each of us. I'm not happy with myself, but there are others who would be thrilled to weigh what I weigh. Know you're loved....know you're cared about....know you're prayed for. Hugs! Jen

Hi Jen! Thanks so much for your post! I'm gonna have to find that song some where! By the way, I wouldn't worry about weeding yourself off of the diet cokes! Enjoy them while you can because after surgery you won't even want to try i****er will become your new best friend. Plus, don't forget you can drink other things in place of water. Crystal light Kool-aid (sugar-free or made with splenda) Propel Juices (I've found some that are 40 calories and less - Made by welches) Good luck, Katie

Katie, It's good to hear from you...........I was wondering where you'd disappeared to...........as for your comment, I don't know about others but I don't see any overweight person as disgusting except for myself............I've been pondering if that will change when I have surgery and lose the weight or if I'll still see the fat me when I look in the window................things here are in a kinda sit and wait mode............I had words with Lisa at Dr. Wright's office after she advised me to do yet another 6 month diet with my PCP as the doctor didn't make an entry except for weight every time I went in.............I have an appt for my nutritional eval Tuesday and I told Lisa to submit the stuff I sent them Tuesday for an appeal.................I've been good and haven't even called once to BC/BS to bug them this week...............gee, patience may be a virtue but being patient sucks...............have a wonderful weekend with your nephew. Kelly

Hi Kelly, I've actually talked to some post-op's that still feel like there fat, even after going through this surgery and making it to goal. So basically, we've lost the weight so fast - It doesn't give our minds enough time to realize we've changed. I have one close friend - this happened to also! He's a size Large now - And still forgets he's lost the weight and isn't 'fat' any longer. He's doing better though, going out on the weekends and having a great time! I'm really happy for him. Sorry to hear about the 6 month diet - Debbie is having to do that too! (She's on this board sometimes!) Hope it all goes well - maybe it be easier to find a new doctor? I mean you have all the information for insurance ready to goo.... Just a suggestion! -Katie

Hay there stranger. Wanted you to know that we all feel that way about ourselves at some point. I think you look great. After losing a hundred pounds you should be soooo proud of yourself. I haven't lost that much yet.. And getting frustrated because the weight loss has stopped. AUGH!! But don't go anywhere, I look forward to reading your posts all the time. As for your new websight, I can't wait till its ready to be seen, you'll have to let us all know when its ready.... Any way, you take care of you. Keep your head up high...You look wonderful.. Your friend Bernice

Hey Bernice, You know - I'm proud of myself that I lost the 100 pounds but at the same time, I look in the mirror and realize - DuH! You still have another 200 - 300 more to go. It just gets frustrating at times but atleast I'm on the right track of doing things. Anyways, are you taking measurements of yourself? You may be lossing inchs rather then pounds. That's always a good thing too! Take care, Katie

What are you talking about, Katie? You look great and I for one am very proud of the weight loss that you have managed to do. When I come in, and don't see your name or smile, it's a real let down. You send out encouragement to the pre-ops and post-ops. There is a need for you on this board. You've been there and know just what the pre-ops are going thru. So, don't think you are going to get away from us. Won't happen, we need you, Katie, more then you realize. I know I need you. Love and hugs, kathy

Thanks Kathy!! I'll still be around, I think I just needed a small break! Hope things are lookin better for you! -Katie

Hey Katie. I want you to know I appreciate you and you are doing a great job.... Just keep on hanging in here... If it wasnt for you I would be thinking i was dying every time something went wrong....LOL... Well, I did have a serious problem... My stomach pouch was closing up where they had attached it to the intestines.... they had to stretch it open and now I can eat more than two bites... I feel better...just got back from walking.. And remember everyone perceives theirself differently... I keep looking at myself and thinking ...I am not losing any weight... I mean the scale says I am losing weight but I dont feel it and then sometimes I do... I think we all look at ourselves and think we are horriable... I know I do...I feel like I am a beautiful woman but my weight is holding me back... And beauty is more than just the outside... You are a beautiful woman inside and out.. and Iam so glad I have had the opportunity to get to know you... Lets just keep up the moral support and there are going to be hurdles but thats why we are here for each other to help over those hurdles... So keep on talking .. tell us how you feel and we can help each other... We do love you katie... you are an inspiration to us... Just remember those numbers are just numbers they do not define who we truly are.... Love Robin