:angst: TOMORROW!!!
Haven't posted much, but wanted to let everyone know tomorrow is my day. I am getting off line soon as I want to spend time with my boys and rest - I am pretty weak from the bowel prep . I am scared and excited and just want the surgery part over and done. Doing the bowel prep really brought it home today. I was proud of myself that I didn't gorge yesterday - truth be told I couldn't even if I had wanted to do so because I was (and still am) so nervous.
I keep telling myself that I have total control over my life and can back out at any time - I am not being forced to do this. BUT!!! Staying MO is not an option and I choose to do this surgery tomorrow.
Talk soon - this board has been great. So much support and love.
Victoria in TN