gaining after platou~very depressed

i went from 363 down to 150, very very happy....now i weigh 200!!
im so depressed! HELP...
okay...i ad a baby 4 months ago BUT i was 173 when i got knocked up so there is gain NON-related to pregnancy.
any ideas....suggestions....im hating myself more now than when i was 363!

Christa, are you gaining because you haven't been following the rules, or do you think that this gain is pregnancy related OR other health conditions?  If its a result of not following the rules, there are many things YOU can do to fix the problem, but I want to know what you think first, before addressing the issue.

When was the last time you followed up with your surgeon and/or surgery program? After going through pregnancy, you likely now need a little "tweaking" to your diet to get you back on track.

my surgery was in 2003, and in stanford, CA
I need to find another here to help me i guess....thanks for the advice