just thought i would say HI
Thanks Mel.
I have alot to learn and didnt learn enough before the surgery. I have gained 20 pds and have gotten 4 back off. Its not only do to eating wrong, but also needing to eat when taking all the meds I am on and being on meds that cause hunger and weight gain, Plus even after the surgery i never had the feeling of not being hungery. I do NOT regret the surgery at all I just hope I have not ruined my pouch. I have alot of nausea always have and to deal with that I have always ate something unlike others wont eat when they are sick to there tummy. Depression and rough times also a factor, uncontrol of self is another, not knowing what to eat and what not to, craveings and sweet stuff splendia lots of splendia, most of the time not enough water, water itself makes me nasuious so I drink propell, I can do SF drinks like crystal light or sf jello sf popcicles, I have so many issues health mental and food, I would hate to see where I would be WITH OUT the surgery. Not being able to excersise do to other health issues, Being in chronic pain 24 hr aday, I know you got to move to loose, you got to watch what you eat but my mind and body are not insync the last several months I have felt mis understood, I feel like a failure, I never lost the weight others did. I still see myself fat even when I was able to be in a size 10 STRETCH! because of the belly hang over. My pouch has always hurt when taking meds so I eat. EAT EAT EAT...............Family never really backing me... HUBBY thinks because he can stop eating and has will power that I should too. So he wasnt a help and still isnt BUT IT HAS TO BE ME! and only me that can stop the bad habits and learn the good and make myself move. Even tho it hurts.........I wrote my Dr. a help me letter but have had no response, He is in Maryville I am in Knoxville and with the chronic fatigue it is almost impossible to make it there, I did miss my 2 yr appt with him because of a issue that I will be having a surgery in my private area this wed, so that will keep me done for a time I dont heal as fast as others but i am keeping my chin up and get and do the things that I know I need to do. I am sorry for going on and on. Hopefully you and others here will understand. Thanks again you all are great.
Annrenee
I have alot to learn and didnt learn enough before the surgery. I have gained 20 pds and have gotten 4 back off. Its not only do to eating wrong, but also needing to eat when taking all the meds I am on and being on meds that cause hunger and weight gain, Plus even after the surgery i never had the feeling of not being hungery. I do NOT regret the surgery at all I just hope I have not ruined my pouch. I have alot of nausea always have and to deal with that I have always ate something unlike others wont eat when they are sick to there tummy. Depression and rough times also a factor, uncontrol of self is another, not knowing what to eat and what not to, craveings and sweet stuff splendia lots of splendia, most of the time not enough water, water itself makes me nasuious so I drink propell, I can do SF drinks like crystal light or sf jello sf popcicles, I have so many issues health mental and food, I would hate to see where I would be WITH OUT the surgery. Not being able to excersise do to other health issues, Being in chronic pain 24 hr aday, I know you got to move to loose, you got to watch what you eat but my mind and body are not insync the last several months I have felt mis understood, I feel like a failure, I never lost the weight others did. I still see myself fat even when I was able to be in a size 10 STRETCH! because of the belly hang over. My pouch has always hurt when taking meds so I eat. EAT EAT EAT...............Family never really backing me... HUBBY thinks because he can stop eating and has will power that I should too. So he wasnt a help and still isnt BUT IT HAS TO BE ME! and only me that can stop the bad habits and learn the good and make myself move. Even tho it hurts.........I wrote my Dr. a help me letter but have had no response, He is in Maryville I am in Knoxville and with the chronic fatigue it is almost impossible to make it there, I did miss my 2 yr appt with him because of a issue that I will be having a surgery in my private area this wed, so that will keep me done for a time I dont heal as fast as others but i am keeping my chin up and get and do the things that I know I need to do. I am sorry for going on and on. Hopefully you and others here will understand. Thanks again you all are great.
Annrenee