At the library~hello!

sorry i am not on-line for long~but i do appriciate all the people who are responding to me!
i am at the library where i have internet.
i can afford to have it at home but to be honest i know my addiction to internet!
i would be on-line too much for sure!
i live in knoville, central to be exact.
i am looking for people to call "friend"
this third baby is a love child, as in,im inlove with the dad and my older two are inlove
with the idea of being older sis n brother.
i have no family- no friends.
i clean, cook, and watch my body go from weight loss goddess to pudding thighs n arms.
i am really praying that after the birth i get my energy back and hopefully walk off most of
this 50 pound (or more by the end).
i bought protein mix, but was horridly reminded that there are no good flavors and gaveup after
making one.
maybe if i add some sweetner to it i can get it down, but it does seem i have lost muscle mass to the baby.
i will not be on-line again until next week or so, anyone who has any ray of hope for me
is very much encouraged to call me!!!
865-216-0290
i dont bite and im alot more interesting when im not on a countdown at the library! ;O)
Christa Jackson