4th of July mini challenge
I have no weight left to lose. But my goal is fashion natured, and also of emotional support as well. My goal is to find MY perfect little black dress for my 20 yr high school reunion and Tim's also. I have one that I got but its not exactly what I want (I dont think)... but not 100% sure. I have been looking and trying others one, but it does not fit or look good like the one I have... so maybe I have found IT without knowing it...????? Anyway, I hope to resolve this by May 4th, not July 4th! lol
I want to look nice at my 20 yr reunion and I am afraid no one remembers the fat girl who had no friends in our class. My friends were all a yr older or a year or two younger, and from my church youth group... where they loved and accepted me for who I was. Anyway, I am also kinda scared cause Tim ws the high school football star. I know his people will all be looking at me wondering, "who does he have with him?" and comparing notes. Or at least, thats what I think in my mind. I surely don't want to think I hav to live up to some standard set by others... you know how that can play around on our minds.
I'm not sure yet... I have not received my invitation or heard anything, but have been watching Classmates.com for it. Tim received an email from his old classmate last week. The date has not been set yet. I know I should not worry about it, but there are several things I have never done:
1. Never went to prom
2. Never had a high school date
3. Never attended social functions at school or anywhere other than church
So, you can imagine how different all of this will be for me... not bad, just "different". I am looking forward to them though.
Well, I am on board. Supposing my surgery happens the first half of May, I would love to be down to 300 lbs by July 4th. Which means losing 65 lbs in that time. I guess 65 lbs anyway, I haven't been weighed since January and I've cut out sugar and soda since. So, I may have less to lose than I currently know. But, that's what I am gonna shoot for and if I don't completely make it but come close then that's OK too. Melinda, I just bet you look gorgeous in everything. You are an inspiration to me. I don't know if I'll make to the size 2's but if I end up half as gorgeous as you I'll be alright.