Sigh...
Ok, well I think I am going to take a break from the board. I think it is mentally and emotionally draining on me right now not that it is anyone's fault but maybe I need to support myself for a bit. I am not mad or anything just I want nothing but the best for everyone and it is too hard for me to sit and see... nm. Love you all... Bob keep up the great work recovering. Trina, you are awesome! I just don't want to be a downer and I don't feel good and no matter how hard to convince myself it will be ok I can't because it isn't now nor is it going to be anytime soon. But I am not the only one with problems and I don't know what to do to fix it. I really don't know. I want so badly to see a way out but I don't. I will be thinking of you all and praying for you all. I hope you will for me too! Love to my friends!
Hey Melissa! I wish you would stay apart of the boards. You are a great part of it. I hope we offer you as much support as you offer us. And especially when you are feeling down you need support and we are happy to be here for you. I understand you are going through being drained about surgery. I also know how determined you are to get surgery and lose weight and I know one day you will. When it is meant to be, it will be. I know that is hard to hear when you want something so bad right now. Even though you have not had surgery, you can still offer your support to others about your journey and hopefully we can offer support and advise to you about yours.
Just know that even without losing weight or having surgery, you have made freinds here and we are here for you if you need us.
HUGS!
Misty
310(pre-surgery)
159 (current/post-pregnancy)
150 (Goal)
Whatever you do Hon, don't ever give up. I went through this waiting period for 2 1/2 yrs. it was so hard. Yes sweetie, Brian had a job, but we were sure about it, they kept getting bought out. So that was a iffy thing. But the ins. would pay, then the new ins. would not pay. But thank the lord they changed their minds. So I sit on the wait'n bench for that long. I tell you what it was worth it. And God granted me this group to get me through it. Please hon don't get discouraged. We are here for whoever wants us to . Love to you Barb

I hope you stick around. I know exactly what you are going through. I have been through alot trying to get my surgery and can't. Now I have a long wait to go through and yes it is hard. I don't post on here often. But just seeing everyone on here get theirs and accomplish so much is the only thing that drives me to keep on trying. Hang in there!
~~Laura~~
HW: 300 / SW: 255 / CW: 273 / GW: 155
HW: 300 / SW: 255 / CW: 273 / GW: 155