Very Upset

HW: 300 / SW: 255 / CW: 273 / GW: 155

HW: 300 / SW: 255 / CW: 273 / GW: 155

I want this more than anything. I have already made alot of changes in my lifestyle to get ready for it. I hate insurance companies. I mean they are already paying out the butt for all the freaking doctors i see and medicine I take. I have PCOS, high bloodpressure, heart palpatations, and now some bloodwork came back from my Gyno from last week and they called me yesterday telling me that all levels of cholesterol were high and I needed to see my PCP. So they are shelling out money for all this other stuff... why not pay this so they don't have to pay those anymore? I'm only 25 years old. I have 2 kids! I don't need to fall apart and die early. There is too much for me to live for. Too much runs in my family for me to stay like this. My mom isn't even 50 yet and had a stroke last year.
HW: 300 / SW: 255 / CW: 273 / GW: 155