Stopping in to say hello...

Hey all! So I thought I would stop in and see how everyone is doing. I don't come in much now that I am not able to have the surgery it kinda makes me sad and happy for you all but soooo sad for me. Anyways, my sister got to have it and is doing real good from what I hear. I am wrong on this I know but I am so tired of hearing about it. People have no idea how it feels because the only reason she even got it was cause I talked her into staying at her job and gave her the information... I feel like I was cheated and it is really hard as my health and mental state detriorate... but, I am trying. But no matter what I try I feel it is wasted. I get bigger and bigger and more unhappy. Sometimes I think I am fighting a losing battle. I know you all are the only ones who will understand. Everything is so hard. My feet hurt and my body hurts. I can't barely walk a block without hurting. I have no insurance and now the medical bills are stacking. I can't get TennCare... even if I could afford insurance they won't cover me. I keep thinking maybe if I write some of these shows and beg for help someone would help me... but I doubt they will. Please don't forget to pray for me... please don't forget.

Keep your chin up, because we can be the best Rx for you!!!  Some of us have been through what you are doing through and can help you.  Support is a wonderful TOOL in itself, so make it a goal to become active on this site.  It is so glad to see your beautiful face back, hopefully you will stay with us!!! Shelia

I wanted to say hello. I am at a loss as what say to make you feel better though. I can so relate because if I remember correctkly you are my weight before I had surgery so I know the pain you feel and the srtugg;es you face on a every day basis. Just know that we are here for you, in support and friendship.  I am praying for, just don't give up !