DENIAL UPDATE
Well I spoke with Humana and Surgeons office this morning...The 6 month weight loss program is a definite...I thought I had several consecutive months at PCP but actually only had 2 so I have 4 to go...That is ok but I am currently at a 38 BMI and if I lose below 35 I am no longer a canidate for surgery...Insurance requires I maintain or lose in this 6 months, but I cant lose much or I am defeating the purpose...Dont get me wrong I would love to be able to do this on my own, but I know that even if i have a victory I ulimatetly gain back...This is going to be so hard...I am going to aim for 5 pounds a month..I really don't know what else to do.


Susan (AKA bilsrib)
300/135/135 - Plastics February 2008 - Dr. Lois Wagstrom
P E A C E - It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart.