merry christmas

merry christmas to all, may you all have peace and answered prayers.   i'm not going to lie to you all, it's not that merry for me,i'm feeling sad, my parents are in heaven, my husband of 14 years didn't get me anything, but it's not totally his fault. his work has shut down for 2 weeks a month since july. it's been very hard, especially with 3 children. i'm thankful for everything, i'm just sad,maybe mad? confused? and i'm 4 weeks out but i eat anything here now,i guess i don't care about myself  i'm fat and that's that! besides i can't afford protein powder when my kids need to eat first  right. just pray for me and my husband.  thank you all for being here.   love, sandy

Sandy....I am praying for you and your family. I hope 2008 is a better year for you all. Take care of yourself and do what the MD says...You sound like you are in pain and my heart goes out to you. In HIS name....be blessed Luvmissy

Good Morning Sandy, I hope your day was blessed yesterday.  I know it is hard, but we will survive!  I know the feelings you are having, unfortunetly they are not unique, but common these days.  Try and look at the bright side and see that there is a future and that you will survive.  As for the protein powder, do you have to have it? Can you not get you protein from other sources like fish and chicken?  Please PM me.     Peace, Beth

Prayers are with you. I lost my mom when I was 15 so I feel your pain there. Sorry to hear about the job situation. I hope things get better, just know we are here for you. {{ Hugs}}