One's destination is never a place but rather a new way of looking at things.

                                                            Henry Miller

So, I have begun moving towards that new destination……I can’t say I’m not looking forward to the surgery….it’s just those fears….the same anxious feelings that occur when you’re preparing for a trip, new job, wearing that new pair of shoes for the first time. My fantasies have become more realistic or toned down…which in itself is very positive.

I have most everything lined up…my bag packed….living will signed….old food out new food in….Five days and counting …..Pre-testing is 9/6…