STARVING TO DEATH
Ok, my lap band surgery is Tuesday. I am on what's supposed to be day 3 of having only 4 protein shakes per day of my pre-op diet. I don't think i'm going to survive! I mean, how do they expect a fat girl to starve herself for two weeks on purpose? Now, if i were stranded somewhere with no food, in prison, in a straight jacket........ Come on! I'm having serious bulemic impulses right now. I just want to scarf down two Big Macs and then . LOL. If i could starve like this, then i wouldn't be fat.
I needed to vent. Thanks for listening.
Susan (AKA bilsrib)
300/135/135 - Plastics February 2008 - Dr. Lois Wagstrom
P E A C E - It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart.
Hang in there. Just keep telling yourself that it will be all worth it in the end. You can do this. I would say to have chicken broth. It is something hot and that always did it for me. I just added some salt (not sure if you are supposed to or not but i did). It is easier said than done but try not to think about it. You really need to stick to it because they primarily put you on this diet to reduce your liver size so there is no complications during the lap surgery. You definantely do not want open surgery if you do not need to because it is harder to recover from. So stick with it and try to find varieties to help those "cravings" and just know it will all be worth it in the end when you have lost weight and are healthy. Good luck!
Misty
310(pre-surgery)
159 (current/post-pregnancy)
150 (Goal)
Thanks guys for the support. I've been having a really hard time with this pre-op diet. Last week, when i could have the one Lean Cuisine wasn't too terribly bad, but this week with only protein shakes is killing me. I cheated a couple of days, but i'm determined to do what i need to do. The same shakes were getting really old, so i spiced it up by getting a low-carb one from Smoothie King today. Now, i just have to get all my water in.
Ddee, tonight, i'll try the SF popsicles for dinner. I bought a box, but haven't really been eating them. I've lost 14 lbs already though, thanks in part to a nasty stomach virus last weekend.