hiya becca! hehe yay i'm so glad this is working! wow, from israel! and i thought i stood out cuz i was from CANADA! lol..heheh i don't have a date yet, but i'm really REALLY hoping to get one on march 17th, the next time i see my surgeon. i just added you to my msn hun. and heck, of course i don't mind a penpal on the other side of the world! if i can have a BOYFRIEND down there somewhere, a friend can't hurt hehe i'll talk to ya later hun, take care! luv, aleya

thanx for replying sarah at least now i know there IS some interest out there! hehe..i was actually thinking that maybe we could find a mutual time to get into the chat room, but i dunno, might be a bit difficult to pull together~ my birthday is on march 12th! hehehe ooh not too far apart~~ I'm chasing after open rny...after talking to about 3 different doctors, all suggested it was the best method for someone at my weight with my problems. I see you had the lap band! Congrats on your loss! I was just looking through your profile and saw your pics You're soOOo PRETTY! I don't use aim...2 messenger programs is enough chaos from me, i doubt i'll be able to keep track of a third~ if you have either tho, feel free to add me! All the best hun! Luv, Aleya

el YAY! I was worried about him. Awesome! he's doing, i will definitely pray for him.

HEY EVERYBODY!!!! I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I SPOKE TO MIKE LAST NIGHT AND HES DOING EXCELENT....HIS PAIN IS MINIMAL AND HE SHOULD BE RELEASED BY TOMORROW AFTER NOON... EVERYONE PLEASE LEAVE HIM SOME LOVE..... HE SOUNDED SOOOO POSSITIVE AND I AM SOO HAPPY FOR HIM....EVERYONE PRAY THAT HIS RECOVERY GOES AS WELL AS THE PROCEDURE!!!! SMOOCHES JENN

Surgery is a very scary thing. I was so scared when I was going in I was crying the nurses actually had to give me a seditive and I don't get crazy over anything! As for your friend, it's very hard to believe this but it must have been her time to go. I know it's hard for people who are not especially religious and to be honest it's hard for those of us who are also. A friend of mine from my class died when we were 16, and my class took it really hard. The only thing that got us through was faith. If we believe the world has no grand sceme behind it, I think a lot more than just one death of a loved one would drive us crazy! I know you're hurting, but we also have to think would your friend want you to feel sad for her? Or use her life to move forward and take extra care of yourself? Time helps. I know it doesn't seem like it now, but it's ok to hurt and be scared. These are normal emotions, just don't let them take over your life. Hope that helped, Becca 389/310/170