stressed!

I'm kinda new to this site, but i've never been to this section. I'm glad that there are other teens in my same situation. I'm 17 yrs old and im waiting to see what happens with my whole surgery situation. I'm going back to my second visit to see my surgeon to see if I have all the paperwork I need in order to send out the letter to my insurance. I hope they say I can get it. I want this so bad. It's hard wanting to do certain things but not being able to. I feel like i have a chain wrapped around my legs.....Sometimes i just feel like screaming...o well I know I shouldn't stress it but it's hard not to when every time I look in the mirror I'm reminded of how my life would be so much better if i was thinner..._smiles_ I think I can get the surgery It's just the uncertainty thats killing me...lolz thankz for listening... -Bo0gi3z

Aww...I totally feel what you are saying...It is so hard not being able to do all the "normal" things. It f'ing sucks so bad sometimes but don't let it get you down! There is a light at the end! I hope you get your surgery soon! Just remember we are all beautiful no matter what size.

Thankz girl....i needed that