not in the bests of moods....

Sorry for the complaining but I have no where else to go... Well lets see where to start??? I'm bombing all my tests at school, and well being as I have anxiety, which my mom denies that I do... I freak out almost daily at school... which isnt because i cant breathe, i get a killer headache and well start shaking a little... Everyone in my family is talking down on me like im a little invalent that cant do anything... when i know that when i am determined enough I can do most anything,,,but ya know it really sucks whe your own family is the one that is putting you down... But yeah... I'll quit bugging you all with my drama... *~*~*Meagan*~*~*

Hey Meagan, Sorry to hear about all your troubles with school and family. I was actually diagnosed with an anxiety disorder in my freshman year of college. Out of the blue one day I started to get nervous and my hands started shaking and I felt like I couldn't breathe. When I told my mom about it, she denied that I would have an anxiety disorder only because she didn't understand what it was all about. However, I decided to get help on my own and was quickly put on meds (Xanax) that are a complete lifesaver! Whenever I feel the anxiety coming on, I take a pill and it works almost instantly. Hopefully you can find someone in your family who can understand and get the help that you need. Good luck! Sarah

well see I need meds everyday... considering i am depressed(not clinically diagnosed yet) and well I do not talk to anyone except for my old high school counselor.... its sad but she really knows a lot more about me than my parents... like the fact that i was raped almost 2 years ago..... so I dun o... the doctor told me to take heartburn meds (prilosec) for my symptoms... but seeing how my major is nursing... i know better than that... I am no longer the person I was before the rape and my grandfathers death... I have been thinking about going back to the doctor about all of the symptoms that i have but i refuse to talk to a shrink... Meagan

HUNNY IM SORRY U FEEL SO BAD!!!... U CAN ALWAYS TALK TO US AND WELL NEVER GET TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT WHAT UR GOING THROUGH WERE HERE FOR U TO SPEAK TO AND DONT WORRY FROM BAD TIMES ALWAYS COME GOOD TIME ULL SEE THINGS WILL GET BETTER!!!! FELL BETTER HUN JENN

I'm sorry you are having such a rotten time. Like the others said you can talk and vent here as much as you want. If you do decide to talk to someone (not a "shrink") you could see a therapist. My surgeon has me go to talk to one simply becuase I live a stressfull life. Thats it..if they would have me go talk to someone (and it helps tons, I always leave reassured and happy) you can too..no matter what your family implies it means nothing out of the ordinary..in fact, most of the people I know really should go talk to someone, it would help them..Please always remember that help is available, and we will listen too, ok! I wish you the best! Jennifer K.

hey its cool, you can vent all you want, thats what were here forn, not just wls stuff but everyday life stuff :D

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