WAKE UP PPL!!! lol

GUYS ?? WHY IS THIS BOARD SOOOOO DEAD LETS WAKE UP A BIT LOL THIS IS LIKE THE SLOWEST BOARD IVE BEEN TOO ... U GUYS ARE THE ONLY ONES WE CAN RELATE TO CUZ WERE SO YOUNG SO GET WITH THE PROGRAM LOL ASK QUESTIONS TELL US WHATS GOING ON WITH UR SURGERY MOTIVATE!!!! LOL !!!! IM RETARTED DONT MIND ME LOL JENN

Hey Jenn, I have been super busy and well simply coming to the board depresses me more than i already am.... so i only check in every once in a while... on the other note, college bites!!! I had a Lab exam today and well wednesday i disect a heart and ive been having major anxiety attacks (which are untreated because my mother is in denial) so boo to that... Meagan

Meagan, Do they have a health facility on campus that you can use that is paid in part to your tutition? Beth

No they do not... i go to a community college and i dont think they even have a doctor on campus.... Meagan

oh okay. I don't know how your mom is but if there was a way to convey how this is really affecting you and your schooling ( emphasis the schooling part) maybe she'd at least listen for a second. Honestly I use to have super super bad anixety attacks at school and I think it had to do with the weight I was at at that time and my own self esteem. But like the other poster I was put on an antianixety xanax and it did make a huge difference.

yeah i try talking to her about it... she sees the grades i get that are never above 70.... and she knows im not stupid.... and as i said in my other post i need an antidepressant and an antianxiety pill... my mom has no idea how depressed i am... no one but my "life saver" does.... meagan

LOL I KNOOOOWWW COLLEGE BLOWS!!!! IM GOING CRAZY WITH ALL THESE PSYCHOLOGY EXAMS BUT DONTR WORRY THE STRESS PAYS OFF IN THE FUTURE!!! SMOOCHES JENN

Its more than stress.... well the stress causes me to have nervous trembles, headaches and not being able to breathe... it is really pure hell in almost every way imaginable...

How old are you? With my insurance, when you turn 18 your parent(the one who you have insurance through) can not see where you are going or what you are doing as far as medical stuff goes. Maybe you could sneak and go to a doctor. Orrr, in my area there are mental health clinics that use a sliding pay scale and will give you help and prescribe you meds at a really reasonable rate. Have you got a place like that in your area? There are tons of ways to sneak, try researching, help is there! Good Luck!!

Im 18, and well my parents get a bill showing everything that was done at each visit.... well see I need to just talk to my mom about going back to the doctor... whether it be verbally or written.... *~*~*Meagan*~*~*