Tomorrow is the big day.
Hi All,
Well, i'm less than 24 hours from surgery. How do you suppose I decided to spend that time? why yes, reading all sorts of terrible stories of surgeries gone wrong.
Also, stressing myself out about the possibility of not succeeding, despite the surgery. what if I eat around it. What if old habits creep back. what if, what if, what if.
But the rational side of my brain knows this is the right decision. I've done the research, I've read your stories, and listened to the tips and advice offered. I am hoping to incorporate them into my post-op life.
I think I am beginning to understand what they mean by the fact that obesity is a chronic, lifelong condition. I won't ever be truly free, but by remaining mindful, vigilant, and giving myself the best opportunity for a healthy future, I can be confident on having a long and happy life.
At least, that's what i'm telling myself to get through the next few days.
You and me, Caprice! I am in tinal countdown mode. All inclination to eat has left me. I am just d inkung protein shakes now... Not required but cravings are gone. What a monumental decision! Cannot wait to be padt Friday. Good luck, friend! Post when yoy can.
Yay, I wish you the best of possible outcomes tomorrow. I too have been reading the bad stories, and am freaked out. But I also believe I have made the right decision. We will all be fine, I can feel it. Post when your up to it, we are all here rooting for you.
RNY 9/14/16 - Start Weight 192, Goal Weight 125
You are right it's lifelong and a daily commitment. You choose every item you put in your body, and every habit you choose to adopt. This surgery can help you lose a massive amt of weight in a very short time. It's not easy but it's quite a blessing.
We all fear not succeeding because the truth is ......most of us have failed so many times in the past. I figure when we reach the point of rearranging our organs.....we better be serious and determined to change for good!!!!!
Here's to you and that long healthy and happy life you want & deserve!!
nothing to worry about, just follow your plan and you will do GREAT !!!!
SW- 260 GW- 150 CW -138 Height - 5'5 RNY- St Josephs Hamilton July 17/2015