7 1/2 Month Check In
A big congrats and you look amazing. You have done great. You must be so very proud of yourself. This is a very tough but very rewarding journey. I wish you the best. You have come this far and can and will continue to win.
Bless
RNY - TWH - Orientation April 2015, SW July 2015, NP Sept 2015, NUT class November 2015, NUT & Psych January 2016, 2nd NUT April 2016, Meet the Surgeon July 2016, Surgery October 4th 2016
Hi Clara! I am glad you came here. I also have issues with the mental aspect of the whole thing. I didn't have any complications and it really has been physically easy. My biggest problems are also with head hunger, compulsive eating and bingeing. I find that coming here and being open about how I'm feeling and my struggles really helps me a lot. If you're not in therapy, then you might want to look into that as well.
I wanted to say that I have had the same experience as you! I was actually really worried (and still sort of am) that things have been too easy. I was also drinking like normal a few days after surgery and am able to eat pretty much anything as well as overeat without any sort of repurcussions. I agree wholeheartedly that it is definitely difficult because it is all about self control to not eat bad or too much and that has always been difficult for me.
So I just wanted to say that I totally understand where you are coming from and I am glad to know that I am not alone! I am only 2 1/2 months post op and am happy to know that I can look forward to your journey and know that mine might be similar!
Thanks for sharing!!
on 8/16/16 5:12 pm
I'm glad I'm not the only one experiencing this! I've been being really careful to not push my limits but one time I just sort of mindlessly ate like I used to and didn't even realize until significantly later what I had done. I've been trying to listen to my body more to recognize a stop signal but I still haven't found any sort of signal so I just keep measuring things out to be safe. Best of luck on your journey!!