Surgery Tomorrow...Terrified.
You're too sweet! I actually chickened out and didn't go through with it......I'm angry at myself and sad that I worked so hard to get ready and then just freaked out. Not sure yet if I'm going to reschedule or not. I have an appt with my therapist this week and am hoping to also see my surgeon as well. Going back and reading through all the well wishes makes me feel guilty. Thank you so much for your support and for checking on me. I hope I can work through my anxieties and move forward.
I understand. You DO need to be ready and have the mindset. You will probably still be fearful of the unknown. If you do decide to move forward with this I just know you can be successful.
It will be my 8 month anniversary on the 21st of this month. I was at my goal weight at 6 months. I am now 21 % body fat. I am still losing because I want to be at 18.9% body fat. That is my personal goal. I am a runner and the less I weigh the easier it is on all my joints. I have been off all my medications for 8 months and would do it again if I needed to. Just so you know I was pretty terrified going in for surgery, too. LOL! I just knew that I was heading for a shortened life span if I did not do something when I did. You need to have some peace with whatever decision you make for yourself.
