What's On Your Tuesday Menu, RNYers?

melissasue1982
on 2/16/16 6:34 am
RNY on 04/06/15

I SO FEEL YOU on the body "issues".  I mean I can SEE the number on the scale, so I know I have lost OVER half of myself....but most days I just cannot see it!

When I was a size (tight) 28, I'm pretty sure I would have ***** SLAPPED my new self for thinking and feeling "fat" at a size 12!  My brain is a weird and scary place most of the time.  yikes

HW: 328 Program start weight: 309 SW:275.8 CW: 154.6 (12/14/16)

mamata2
on 2/16/16 7:00 am

I was just thinking about this on my way to work this morning.  Currently at size 6 I would never call myself skinny, but at size 20 I would have died to have this body (and thought it was totally unattainable).  I need to get over this "I'm not worthy of skinny" ****

Also, I used to have no problem calling myself "Fat" when I was overweight but now I call my previous self "heavy" or "large", I always try not to use "fat".  Does anyone have a clue why I do this?

karenp8
on 2/16/16 7:14 am - Brighton, IL

I think it takes a long time for our minds to really see our new selves when they look in a mirror,especially if we've been heavy a long time. It took me about 21/2 years to see myself as skinny even though I knew I wore a size 1. I had to see lots of pi turns of myself in groups with other people so hubby snapped shots at lots of events so I could grasp my size compared to others. Mama, I also find I use the word heavy now too instead of fat. I think maybe because it a gentler word and I know how miserable I felt then now. I am always careful too now to make sure I don't make anyone else feel bad about their weight,probably because I remember a lifetime of being ridiculed because of mine.

   

       

mamata2
on 2/16/16 7:17 am

I think you have a great point Karen, I don't want to make ANYONE feel bad.  It's so hard being heavy, trying to lose weight, and all the pressures that go with it.  I don't want to make it worse.

stacyrg
on 2/16/16 9:52 am
VSG on 05/12/14

I go out of my way to not make people feel bad about their weight now, but I have no problem referring to myself as fat, even though I currently wear a size 2/4.  The mind games this surgery plays on you are crazy, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Grim_Traveller
on 2/16/16 7:52 am
RNY on 08/21/12
On February 16, 2016 at 3:00 PM Pacific Time, mamata2 wrote:

I was just thinking about this on my way to work this morning.  Currently at size 6 I would never call myself skinny, but at size 20 I would have died to have this body (and thought it was totally unattainable).  I need to get over this "I'm not worthy of skinny" ****

Also, I used to have no problem calling myself "Fat" when I was overweight but now I call my previous self "heavy" or "large", I always try not to use "fat".  Does anyone have a clue why I do this?

I used to use fat before, because I was fat. I no longer use that word, because it would hurt those who are still obese, in the way that someone at 95 pounds complains about losing 3 pounds. For me, it seems insensitive now, where before it was merely descriptive.

Once in a while someone will describe me as skinny. I still don't see it. Thinking about myself as large helps keep me on track, I think.

6'3" tall, male.

Highest weight was 475. RNY on 08/21/12. Current weight: 198.

M1 -24; M2 -21; M3 -19; M4 -21; M5 -13; M6 -21; M7 -10; M8 -16; M9 -10; M10 -8; M11 -6; M12 -5.

stacyrg
on 2/16/16 9:50 am
VSG on 05/12/14

Body image is a huge problem for me and I'm seeing a therapist to try and deal with it.  I wrote another post this morning about a jerk sales guy at a gym and how with one sentence, he sent my body image to the cellar.  It is an ongoing struggle.  As for your "fat" v. "heavy" distinction.  I'm just the opposite.  I never would have referred to myself as "fat" before my surgery (all evidence to the contrary).  Now, I have no problem referring to myself as "fat."  I regularly refer to myself as the "fat girl" or make reference to my "fat ass."   Interesting topic.

H.A.L.A B.
on 2/16/16 10:48 am

Maybe you looked too skinny to him for someone who works out a lot? I was told that one time... they did not call me fat - but too skinny..(yea , I am not there anymore - now I am just right lol)

 Next time someone  say anything like that - ask what they mean by that.. you may be surprised...

Hala. RNY 5/14/2008; Happy At Goal =HAG

"I can eat or do anything I want to - as long as I am willing to deal with the consequences"

"Failure is not falling down, It is not getting up once you fell... So pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again...."

AngryViking
on 2/16/16 9:52 am
RNY on 07/17/14

I actually refer to my former self as fat a lot.  It's a word I never would have used 160-something lbs. ago to describe myself; it was too "big".  har-de-har-har.  But now, the word has no power.  It's just another descriptor:  I WAS fat.  I AM fabulous.  LOL

   

  

  

  

hteadtbear
on 2/16/16 10:05 am
RNY on 09/01/15

Self image is a tough one!!  I really appreciate and like the comments here about not wanting to offend or hurt anyone.  I think some people don't even realize or take the time to think about how they make other people feel when they say things.

I don't like to use the word fat when referring to other people or myself any longer.  I don't think I ever referred to anyone else as fat before but I did myself.  I think the word is disrespectful.  I don't use it for myself now either and maybe its because since I took this step to care about myself physically and mentally better than I was I don't want to disrespect myself any longer either??  Its a thought. 

 

 

 

 

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