What's On Your Tuesday Menu, RNYers?
Good Morning all! So, I have a food related confession. We're all friends here, right? LOL I did something last night that I haven't done since pre-surgery: binge. Well, not in the same volume that I used to; my stomach just won't allow that. But it was the same in that my sense of desperation was palpable and I was almost in a fugue-like state as I followed up my sensible dinner with a bowl of Apple Jacks, some trail mix and a slice of pannetone with Brummel & Brown. This was all consumed before any sense of fullness set in. And when it did? Holy **** I was in some serious pain for a while. Why the hell did I do that? I clearly wasn't hungry in the physical sense. I can point the finger at PMS, but I think that's a cop-out. I need to own it (which is why I'm telling you guys) and figure out some coping mechanisms, I guess. Ugh. I will always be a fat kid on the inside, no matter what I look like on the outside. LOL
Time since surgery: 16 months, 3 weeks
B: coffee, banana baked oatmeal and a TB of peanut butter.
S: none; the oatmeal keeps me pretty full until lunchtime
L: Buffalo chicken salad, pork rinds and a cheese stick
D: black bean burger topped with a slice of cheddar and an over easy egg
TOTALS: Cals: 917 Protein: 83 Carbs: 54 Fat: 45
Have a great day, my friends!
I hear you on needing to figure out a new coping mechanism. I was depressed this weekend and didn't really know what to do to help myself. I didn't binge, but maybe I would have if I actually had food in my house at the time. Any suggestions peeps? :)
Time since surgery: 7 months
B: Protein coffee and eggface crustless quiche bites
S: 1/2 protein bar + 1/2 pckg. thinaddictives coconut mango
L: protein shake
D: ground turkey and spaghetti squash "pasta" (added cheese to give a boost to my protein)
TOTALS : Cals: 543 Protein: 83 Carbs: 20 Fat: 12
Height: 5'5" HW: 370 SW: 363 CW: 177 RNY: 4/28/15
Kristen, it's OK, I am amazed this is the first time you have ever done it! I tend to do it about once every other month. It's always when I'm stressed or sick (the times I always ate nothing but carbs in large quantities pre-surgery). I always feel so nasty afterwards. You have owned it, you know it felt horrible, try and think of that the next time it happens. I always "try" to stop for a few seconds and think "do I really need/want this?" "how is this going to make me feel?". It seems to stop a lot of binges before they start. You are among friends.
I planned on going to the doctor for my shoulder yesterday but it started to get better on its own. I too did something last night I haven't done since surgery. I took 2 ibuprofen. I know I shouldn't. I have had ulcers in the past but my shoulder feels good as new this morning. Has anyone's dr said anything about very rare use of NSAIDs?
Time since surgery: 17+ months
B: Coffee with cream, 3 munchkins, Protein Oatmeal with 10 almonds
L: 1 oz hard salami and low carb tortilla
S: Luna Protein Bar
D: Unknown
E: Run at lunch
W/V: Started
Totals: Unknown - we have my daughters very first Orchestra concert tonight so things will be hectic.
My doc isn't opposed to the very occasional use of NSAID's. Honestly, it wasn't till I started reading these forums that I realized people took these daily. I could probably count on one hand how often I've taken Motrin etc in life. (I've always preferred Tylenol). Problem probably lies the the term "occasional"-- that can be a very subjective term.
5'6.5" High weight:337 Lowest weight:193/31 BMI: Goal: 195-205/31-32 BMI