Down in the dumps...but trying real hard to keep upbeat! (pics)

So lately I've been feeling down. I know hormones can get outta whack, but man, this sucks. I just feel so tired. Tired of vitamins, tired of eating, tired of drinking...just tired of life. Which makes it even harder to try to keep doing those things.

The other day we went to Costco and I just wanted to eat a slice of pizza, crust and all. I gave in and bought one, but could only manage a bite and was full, which sucked, because it was tasty. I wanted to cry. I didn't, but I wanted to.

I'm trying hard to stay positive. Yesterday I was fine all day. Felt good and everything! Today, I'm back to feeling down. Maybe it's my period... IDK.

So, in order to stay motivated and happy I've been trying to keep my mind busy and look at all the good things in life. Even just writting all this down makes me feel better.

My before and after pics always make me feel pretty good too, so heres my newest ones...

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Dee, you look radiant!

Beautiful smile!

You look amazing and your posts inspire me.  Feel better!!

We all have our days. I feel like you do when it's around my period. Hormones I hate them. Lol Hang in there chic.

I'm not used to getting my period, so all this pmsing and whacky hormones are new to me. I'm used to two moods, pissed or super happy. What is all this "I'm sad" crap?! Can't wait for it just to be over...

Wow, I just checked out your pics, also your posts.  You rock!  I am 18 days post-op and you totally inspired me!  Thanks!

Oh, I get it. Yesterday a random and probably completely misunderstood (by me) comment from a friend made me want to go hide and cry. You are doing great, so keep up the good work. Just think how much fun you are going to have when you go to see your family.

Thanks guys. I just need to chill I guess. I just want to feel good, you know? And yes, I can't wait to go see my family. I wanna be excited about it, but right now I'm just feeling blah.