Are you afraid of your doctor?
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The only doctor I dreaded was my old GYN - the appointment wreaked havoc with me anyway because of my past, but even though my therapist called the doc office every time I went, it was total rushed, nothing but a number nightmare. The last time I went to him I left in sobs, dry heaving and nearly passing out from terror. I found a new doc and he is super kind, patient and talks personally to my therapist instead of letting the receptionist take a message.
I stayed because I figured I was better off with the devil I knew than the devil I didn't
on 4/27/12 2:26 am, edited 4/27/12 2:28 am
My surgeon is awesome. The only people I get a LITTLE afraid of (or, rather, nervous about contacting) are my surgeon's nurse practitioners because sometimes they poke fun at me for asking silly questions. When I had my drain removed and I was leaking copiously from the incision (literally, soaking a sanitary pad every hour or two), I had a momentary lapse in sanity and thought my pouch had developed a leak and was draining from my abdomen. (I know. I'm a moron)
Anyway, when I called and asked about that, they literally laughed at me. And when I went in for my follow-up, she brought it up and laughed a bit more. That kinda stung. But she was right, I was being ridiculous. But it does make me more hesitant to ask them when something comes up that might be a really dumb question.
But afraid of them? Nope. I haven't done anything to make me afraid of their criticism or judgment, and they're looking out for my health, so there's nothing to be afraid of, in my opinion.
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Please note: I AM NOT A DOCTOR. If you want medical advice, talk to your doctor. Whatever I post, there is probably some surgeon or other health care provider somewhere that disagrees with me. If you want to know what your surgeon thinks, then ask him or her. Check out my blog.
We had just moved, so I wanted to try a new doctor nearer to my home. I went into the office, and explained my symptoms. I told him that my mother was hypothyroid and that I thought that would be a good place to start. I also told him that I wanted a full panel bloodtest, rather than the simple TSH, because I wanted to either rule out hypothyroidism completely or know enough about the problem to appropriately treat it. He refused, and I asked him what his plan would be if the TSH came back within normal range. (I also asked him what he believed the normal range to be). He told me that if the TSH came back normal, he would test for other conditions.
I left the office.
It turned out that I don't have hypothyroidism. It was an auto-immune disease, though. I had Stage IV endometriosis. A couple months after this appointment, I developed severe abdominal pain, and excessive bleeding. I went to my husband's doctor, and we had a CT Scan AND a full panel blood test. The CT Scan is not the best tool for diagnosing endometriosis, but it so happened that I had a blood blockage that happens with endometriosis. And ultrasound later discovered that I had a grapefruit sized cyst living on an ovary. No wonder I was so tired! Right?
Now, this doctor recommended me to a surgeon who was not bad... but I didn't like the fact that except for surgical stuff, all my care was handled by other doctors. I also didn't like the hospital she used for a number of icky reasons. So, when I needed another surgery, I found a new surgeon, whose office I liked (even if I was still not totally pleased with the hospital).
The point I'm trying to make, I think, is that you are a consumer. You get to make decisions about your care,and if your doctor isn't doing right by you, change doctors. But don't change because the doctor tells you the truth. Change because he doesn't want to treat your condition properly. Educate yourself about your condition. Question your doctor! And if his recommendations are different from what yours are, consider them.
I think it's hard to separate your emotions from your medical care... because it's your body, afterall. But, you need to not be afraid... and you also need to have the strength to make decisions that are based on what you KNOW to be true.
anyway, long story short, the next day I let him know how I felt and that the pain was very scary and he let me know he was sorry for raising his voice and he only wanted me to calm down because the more I cried the more pain i was in.
I'm telling you this because I would never have addressed it with him the next day if you and the others on this board didn't post things like this. I felt empowered to speak up for myself for the first time to a DR.
Please note: I AM NOT A DOCTOR. If you want medical advice, talk to your doctor. Whatever I post, there is probably some surgeon or other health care provider somewhere that disagrees with me. If you want to know what your surgeon thinks, then ask him or her. Check out my blog.