The only thing that helped me get over my Grandfather's death was time and my rosary beads. Time more than anything. He was more of a Dad to me than my own, but that's another story for another day. Keep putting one foot in front of the other....you will get there!

Prayers & hugs!

  You vent all you need to, this is what we are all hear on these boards for, for supporting each other.  I hope you feel better soon!

I'm not a counselor... but I think holding in the pain and grief causes more problems than good? you are in the midst of some of the most major stressors any human can go through, and you have them all at the same time. Go for an outside run to a quiet place (maybe that lake?) find a place and just let it all out.... cry, yell, be mad at God (He's a big God, He can take it). You can even be mad at your mom. All of those things need a voice in order to get out of your head and heart.

Please be gentle with you.... you are so loved.

Im so sorry for you big huggsss! I feel your pain i lost my mom,dad and little sister all within 2 years! Time is the only thing that helped me and my husband!Hang in there honey it gets better:)

 I think a nice trip out this way would be what you need! then we could do al those things together...of course the punching someone would be at James not me. 

 You know I was thiking of doing a totally "nothing related to Bariatric Foodie" trip to Pittsburgh. The kids and I didn't get the full gist of the city when we were there last year! And I never got my Primanti Bros (sp?) sandwich!

hugs and prayers your way

Hugs! I have no witty remarks just a cyber hug to you.

Thanks guys. I feel a bit batter right THIS very minute. It's so moment to moment and frankly I am not used to this. I am what you might call the "composed" one in the family. Sigh. It gets better, I hear.

It does get better.  In time-lean on us when you need to.

Hugs