Trying to avoid the ice cream tonight...

Hi Lora,

I now understand even more what you meant about some people not being able to tolerate the CPAP masks. I am so sorry you went through this. I hope the docs were able to figure out what was causing the bleeding although you may have already posted it and I missed it.

You are one of the strongest women I think ever known, and I know a lot. Your strength in resisting the ice cream when feeling so terrible vulnerable is at the very least admirable. Thank you for all you contribute here. You are an inspiration.

Thanks so much, Barb.  Those words mean a lot since I am feeling a bit overwhelmed by the PTSD  right now.

I sometimes don't feel very strong (even when I objectively look at, and acknowledge, the level of attack I endured) but I am happy to report that the ice cream is still unopened! The remaining couple of Thin Mints are gone, as is the SF jello AND my last container of SF chocolate pudding... but I resisted the ice cream!

Lora