Hit in the stomach...

Great advice...

I almost went to Dr. Bass but then decided on Lieberman! LOL  Small world!!

I'm doing what I can do for now.  I'm quietly gathering a small amount of money.... stashing it in secret places around the house he'd never look.  And of course in the meantime, hunting down a job.  I am so desperate for a job at this point.  If I had my own income, things would be a lot easier.  

Thanks for your kind words.
Ginger

Do you have family who can help?  I pray you will get a job, and once you do you will have the courage to leave.  My youngest daughter is in an abusive marriage, has left, but goes back.  I pray you will take your life back.  You sound like you are in a much healthier place mentally.  Her husband is scary.

I do have family that can help emotionally support me but no one that can do much more then that.  Even then, they're 2000 miles away.  I appreciate your prayers.... I'm needing them!  I hope your daughter finds her legs soon to leave........... it's a rough position to be in. 

Ginger

It's been 3 days since SpyCbyN8re posted this. Has anyone heard from her? Kinda worried...hope she is okay.

Hi, yes, I'm fine.  I'm just running the gammet of an alcoholic's mind.  He's so wishy washy.  When he's drinking, he hates me and wants out of this marriage too.... when he's sober he's trying to tell me how much he loves me and will refuse a divorce.  It's very stressful.  I don't have money for an attorney so I was hoping he and I could discuss this and sign some papers and be done.... looks like it's going to be harder then that.  UGH. 

Thanks for asking though.......... really.

I am so sorry you are going through this and glad to hear that you are okay. Just know that we are here for you for support. Can you contact Legal Services and see if they can help you?