Looking for others in my similar shoes

You might like to try Leslie Sansomes "Walk away the pounds" video.  They used to have them at Walmart..and Im sure you can get them online.  They have like a 12 minute mile, a 15 minute mile and an 18 minute mile.  I think its all on one tape...its been a while.

She isnt tooooooo barbie-ish so I could stand her and all the movements are really really easy.  Of course they even have the modified version too.  Basically its walk toward the tv...back up...walk in place...walk forward...back up...maybe  a little to the side...but nothing huge or major.  It will certainly burn calories. :)

What helps me too is www.fitday.com ...I have to sooooo get back into food journaling like my doctor requested.  Sometimes it seems like only a bite of this or that...but it adds up especially if its not the healthiest. :( 

Im sure this is a tiny bump in the road and its nothing more than that!! :) 

Good luck with the guy thing...yeah..I dont see why anyone would stay around that long if not interested.  There are still some good ones out there and those men are the ones that love you for you...not what size you are.  My husband is what they would call a "chubby chaser" LOL.  He liked big women because they were down to earth and not all into themselves and being phony.  But he would love me at 600 or 125 because I am me. :)

It sounds like you found you a great guy. Some people are lucky and find it easily. It hasn't been so easy for me. This is why I question him so much. Plus it's an online thing and because he lives so far away I overthink things too much and let it get to me. I know I like him and I'm really not sure what he thinks of me. I know what he tells me but believing it is hard for me. I don't feel like I'm good enough for him is my biggest problem and I have seen what he likes in videos he shows me. We should chat on yahoo sometime and I will tell ya all about it..lol If you ever want to talk on the phone I would do that too. I am willing to be your support if you want me to be. I know how hard this is and I will be there for anyone who needs me...Just let me know...I gotta run and watch the kiddies. We can talk more later.

Tracy