UGH When will this be worth it???
Im just so exhausted by all of this. I want to see my therapist who I used to see but she is not covered by my current insurance and I can't afford to pay 100 dollars a session so I am trying to find a way to get her covered but working with the insurance company is annoying.
You mentioned you had an ulcer, I was hospitalized for that twice and I think I am getting another one. If that is the case, that might be what is causing all your discomfort. Maybe you should see a gastroenterologist and schedule an edoscopy. If its an ulcer and they scope you, then they may be able to cautarize it. I hope you feel better. Good luck.
I was taking 3 different kinds of nausea meds and an anti-seizure med that was used for nausea as well that would turn me into a zombie. I was also hospitalized twice with dehydration and because I was malnourished.
Then one day it was gone, and today I feel that even then, everything that I went through, the surgery was totally worth it. Hang in there, it does get better. Hugs!
I worry about the energy question. Are your labs ok? The lack of calories, protein & water will certainly do it to you, but I would be looking for proof in the pudding....
First ultra: Stone Mill 50 miler 11/15/14 13:44:38, First Full Marathon: Marine Corps 10/27/13 4:57:11, Half Marathon PR 2:04:43 at Shamrock VA Beach Half-Marathon, 12/2/12 First Half-Marathon 2:32:47, 5K PR Run Under the Lights 5K 27:23 on 11/23/13, 10K PR 52:53 Pike's Peek 10K 4/21/13, (1st timed run) Accumen 8K 51:09 10/14/12.
Start weight 282, Surgery weight 265, Current weight 131, Goal weight 140
A woman is like a tea bag - you can't tell how strong she is until you put her in hot water. Eleanor Roosevelt
I'm sorry to hear about your job -- I just lost mine, too because I had to take leave due to a depression flare up. It sucks, but keep your head up.
Have you seen another surgeon? I just have a really hard time understanding how your doctor can have NO asnwers about what is going on (or about how long it might last)! It's just my opinion, but I think you owe it to yourself to see if someone else can help.
Lora
14 years out; 190 pounds lost, 165 pound loss maintained
You don't drown by falling in the water. You drown by staying there.