So...tell me about a day in YOUR ideal life...

None of that sounds corny to me.

I was just thinking how my ideal life does NOT include a spouse or love of any kind. Not that I don't want that, it's just that...I think I'm coming to a place where I'm ok with or without it. But then my friends refer to me as "a guy in a skirt" so there ya go.

At any rate, I'm so sorry to hear about your daughter. If I ruled the world you would have her back. I can't even imagine what it must be like for you to have lost her and I think you are so very brave in reclaiming your life and happiness. I don't know if you are religious at all but please take this in the spirit of love, but I automatically whispered a prayer for you and your daughter after reading your post.

Thanks, Nik.  I am spiritual, and that is what has gotten me through the last 6 years.  This year has been and will continue to be my year!  It's the first time I have realized it's ok to be happy again! Zoe would have wanted Mama to be happy!  So, I have taken a couple steps toward making me happy again...and this surgery was one of them!  It can only get better, right?!